http://ulrycziegler.tumblr.com/post/3024126369/i-apologize-for-the-high-pitched-whine-tonight-is
Tonight may be my final night.. I bid you all.. adieu.
Sunday, January 30, 2011
Sunday, January 23, 2011
More to come
Expect a huge update sometime this week.. Questions will be answered and decisions will be made.. just.. give me a few days to think of how I should say it all.
If anyone has any questions -any at all-, send them to me and i will answer them all in the next update.
If anyone has any questions -any at all-, send them to me and i will answer them all in the next update.
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
More dreams...
Well, today.. well, yesterday, seeing as it is after midnight, was not the best.. I.. am honestly not even sure what happened. What was real and what.. well.. was not. Perhaps some time I will explain it, but right now.. well, let us just say that I am questioning my sanity at this point.
After yesterday's events, I decided to sleep it off... It was a horrible mistake. The dream I had.. it did not involve Him.. No.. But I think it may have been even worse than His dreams.. I started off in.. well.. it was either a room or a series of rooms. These rooms were pure white and the floor, walls, and ceilings seemed to be made of either glass or porcelain. I explored for a bit, but I suddenly noticed that things were getting dimmer.. The rooms were suddenly beginning to turn into gray concrete.
I saw.. an old man in a wheelchair.. He stared at me as the rooms got darker and dirtier. Suddenly, his eyes fell from their sockets and.. and his chest ripped open, spewing blood.. I forced myself to look away, but noticed that everywhere else was beginning to drip with blood and there were organs and bodyparts everywhere that they had not previously been.. As time went on, these rooms were getting bloodier and more grotesque.. and finally I saw it.. a mutated, humanoid figure was hanging from the wall. It looked as if it had been skinned, it's eyes gouged out, crucified, and chained to the wall.. It.. It was extremely disturbing....
As soon as I woke up, I ran to the restroom and lost whatever food had been in my belly.. I can not get these images from my mind now I am afraid to go back to sleep now.. I was beginning to get use to His dreams, but these dreams are something else altogether..
Save me..
After yesterday's events, I decided to sleep it off... It was a horrible mistake. The dream I had.. it did not involve Him.. No.. But I think it may have been even worse than His dreams.. I started off in.. well.. it was either a room or a series of rooms. These rooms were pure white and the floor, walls, and ceilings seemed to be made of either glass or porcelain. I explored for a bit, but I suddenly noticed that things were getting dimmer.. The rooms were suddenly beginning to turn into gray concrete.
I saw.. an old man in a wheelchair.. He stared at me as the rooms got darker and dirtier. Suddenly, his eyes fell from their sockets and.. and his chest ripped open, spewing blood.. I forced myself to look away, but noticed that everywhere else was beginning to drip with blood and there were organs and bodyparts everywhere that they had not previously been.. As time went on, these rooms were getting bloodier and more grotesque.. and finally I saw it.. a mutated, humanoid figure was hanging from the wall. It looked as if it had been skinned, it's eyes gouged out, crucified, and chained to the wall.. It.. It was extremely disturbing....
As soon as I woke up, I ran to the restroom and lost whatever food had been in my belly.. I can not get these images from my mind now I am afraid to go back to sleep now.. I was beginning to get use to His dreams, but these dreams are something else altogether..
Save me..
Monday, January 10, 2011
Updates... Pt 2
Actual updates today. First, http://ulrycziegler.tumblr.com/post/2692345688/a-visitor
So yeah, that is... that is something..
Second, Michiru has been staying over here for a while now.. Since New Years Eve I believe.. I do not want to let her go, but I know she must return home eventually.. Before anyone asks... Yes, we are.. close. But I do not kiss and tell. Hmhmhm..
Other updates.. Well... Let me think. Actually, there is nothing else.. Just Michiru and I together. Yes, it will be a slightly strained relationship, with us both being on different sides of the war, but I believe we can pull through together.
So yeah, that is... that is something..
Second, Michiru has been staying over here for a while now.. Since New Years Eve I believe.. I do not want to let her go, but I know she must return home eventually.. Before anyone asks... Yes, we are.. close. But I do not kiss and tell. Hmhmhm..
Other updates.. Well... Let me think. Actually, there is nothing else.. Just Michiru and I together. Yes, it will be a slightly strained relationship, with us both being on different sides of the war, but I believe we can pull through together.
Monday, January 3, 2011
Updates...
...to come soon. The last few days have been.. well.. eventful.. I will post more about this later.
Saturday, December 18, 2010
Audio File
This is copy and pasted from my Tumblr post..
"Okay, I have been putting this off for long enough.. This morning, I woke up and checked my computer.. My web browser was open and it said I had just finished downloading a file. Checking my history, there was.. nothing. It had been erased..
The file that had been downloaded is an audio file and when I listened to it... I became disturbed greatly.. More than I had been before. The audio was what seemed to be a recording of sometime of the day that I posted this blog post. http://ulrycdaretodie.blogspot.com/2010/09/what-is-this.html
To my knowledge, there is no recording device around.. I will have to begin checking, however.. Perhaps find someone who knows how to find bugs..... I will try to upload the audio file here to Tumblr if anyone is interested.."
This is the audio file..
http://ulrycziegler.tumblr.com/post/2368840519/this-is-what-happened-back-in-september-my
"Okay, I have been putting this off for long enough.. This morning, I woke up and checked my computer.. My web browser was open and it said I had just finished downloading a file. Checking my history, there was.. nothing. It had been erased..
The file that had been downloaded is an audio file and when I listened to it... I became disturbed greatly.. More than I had been before. The audio was what seemed to be a recording of sometime of the day that I posted this blog post. http://ulrycdaretodie.blogspot.com/2010/09/what-is-this.html
To my knowledge, there is no recording device around.. I will have to begin checking, however.. Perhaps find someone who knows how to find bugs..... I will try to upload the audio file here to Tumblr if anyone is interested.."
This is the audio file..
http://ulrycziegler.tumblr.com/post/2368840519/this-is-what-happened-back-in-september-my
Thursday, December 16, 2010
Harrumph
My oh my oh my oh my oh my. Last night was another sleepless night of the damned so I had manyy hours to ponder oover my current problems.
Problem number 1: Him. I refuuse to acknowledge his name because giving him a name only further acknowwledges his existence. I have some iideas as to how to get rid of him.. I willl not yet divulge them yet, however.
Problem number 2: Joker. Apparently I am not reall. If I am not real then neither is he, so he poses a real dillemma here, does he not? And yet he insists that he is the only one with a real problem. He is the only one whoo hass to deal with Him and that ceeiling creature thing. Selfish bastard.
Problem number 3: Everything. Everything. Everything. Stupid people, jjust stupid. Why doo I fight to live in this world when it refuses to kkorrect it's own probleems? Am I even making any sense today? No, not rreally..
Problem number 1: Him. I refuuse to acknowledge his name because giving him a name only further acknowwledges his existence. I have some iideas as to how to get rid of him.. I willl not yet divulge them yet, however.
Problem number 2: Joker. Apparently I am not reall. If I am not real then neither is he, so he poses a real dillemma here, does he not? And yet he insists that he is the only one with a real problem. He is the only one whoo hass to deal with Him and that ceeiling creature thing. Selfish bastard.
Problem number 3: Everything. Everything. Everything. Stupid people, jjust stupid. Why doo I fight to live in this world when it refuses to kkorrect it's own probleems? Am I even making any sense today? No, not rreally..
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