Sunday, January 23, 2011

More to come

Expect a huge update sometime this week.. Questions will be answered and decisions will be made.. just.. give me a few days to think of how I should say it all.

If anyone has any questions -any at all-, send them to me and i will answer them all in the next update.

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

More dreams...

Well, today.. well, yesterday, seeing as it is after midnight, was not the best.. I.. am honestly not even sure what happened. What was real and what.. well.. was not. Perhaps some time I will explain it, but right now.. well, let us just say that I am questioning my sanity at this point.

After yesterday's events, I decided to sleep it off... It was a horrible mistake. The dream I had.. it did not involve Him.. No.. But I think it may have been even worse than His dreams.. I started off in.. well.. it was either a room or a series of rooms. These rooms were pure white and the floor, walls, and ceilings seemed to be made of either glass or porcelain. I explored for a bit, but I suddenly noticed that things were getting dimmer.. The rooms were suddenly beginning to turn into gray concrete.

I saw.. an old man in a wheelchair.. He stared at me as the rooms got darker and dirtier. Suddenly, his eyes fell from their sockets  and.. and his chest ripped open, spewing blood.. I forced myself to look away, but noticed that everywhere else was beginning to drip with blood and there were organs and bodyparts everywhere that they had not previously been.. As time went on, these rooms were getting bloodier and more grotesque.. and finally I saw it.. a mutated, humanoid figure was hanging from the wall. It looked as if it had been skinned, it's eyes gouged out, crucified, and chained to the wall.. It.. It was extremely disturbing....

As soon as I woke up, I ran to the restroom and lost whatever food had been in my belly.. I can not get these images from my mind now I am afraid to go back to sleep now.. I was beginning to get use to His dreams, but these dreams are something else altogether..

Save me..

Monday, January 10, 2011

Updates... Pt 2

Actual updates today. First,

So yeah, that is... that is something..

Second, Michiru has been staying over here for a while now.. Since New Years Eve I believe.. I do not want to let her go, but I know she must return home eventually.. Before anyone asks... Yes, we are.. close. But I do not kiss and tell. Hmhmhm..

Other updates.. Well... Let me think. Actually, there is nothing else.. Just Michiru and I together. Yes, it will be a slightly strained relationship, with us both being on different sides of the war, but I believe we can pull through together.

Monday, January 3, 2011

Updates... come soon. The last few days have been.. well.. eventful.. I will post more about this later.